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Monday, January 12, 2009

Venting...

I am not sure how I am feeling but I guess in one word it would be "frustrated"...I really can not describe to you why I am frustrated, I just am. I am frustrated with myself because I am trying so hard to enjoy this pregnancy, and I feel that I have gotten past the "beyond freaked out" stage but I am still worrying and I know that I need to put all my trust in God and just enjoy this wonderful miracle. 

Sydney is giving us a run for our money with discipline. When she was younger she was just so cute and well behaved and then something happened...and now we have a very, I mean very, strong willed child. So I struggle every day with the questions...Am I doing this right? Am I raising this child the way God wants me to? Should I be disciplining her for this? ECT.  

Life is just hard for me right now, and I know that it will get better but for now I am just praying that God shows me what I should be learning in these moments!

3 comments:

  1. Awwwww, how I know! And people can't see that we are born sinners?! Just take one quick look at Miss Madison, and people would think otherwise!!! I know you are doing a great job...2's are hard, but then they turn 3 and they can 'think' better. This too shall pass, we all go thru it! -Believe me! Hang in there Mama...

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  2. You're a great mom. You are doing a great job. The measure if that is how wonderful Sydney is when she is in the care of others...and she is great, aside from the whole poop thing. They learn at home and that's naturally where she is going to test you & push you.

    And your little baby is going to make his/her grand entrance this summer in perfect fashion....dont worry. This precious kid is an absolute miracle - the baby that shouldnt be - and you've gotta celebrate that every day. No stressing, everything is & will continue to be just fine.

    When you are stressed just remember Hale St. Everything's beautiful on Hale St....and we'll be there soon!

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  3. Awh, I'm sorry to hear about little Sydney. I'll be praying for you about your little one coming this summer too!
    My sister was very strong willed growing up & my mom loved the book, The Strong Willed Child, by James Dobson. I've also been listening to our pastor, Mark Driscoll's sermons on proverbs & there is some amazing sermons on raising children, mommies, daddies, etc. Here they are if you wanna listen, they are awesome!

    Pastor Dad: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/ephesians/pastor-dad

    Women as Mothers: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/women-as-mothers

    Men as Fathers: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/men-as-fathers

    Celebrating Children: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/celebrating-children

    Instructing Children: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/instructing-children

    Correcting Children: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/correcting-children

    Educating Children: http://www.marshillchurch.org/media/proverbs/educating-children

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