Jesus Paid it all.
I hear the Savior say
Thy strength indeed is small
Child of weakness watch and pray
Find in me thine all in all
Jesus paid it all
All to him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
Lord now indeed I find
Thy power and thine alone
Can change the lepers spots
And melt the heart of stone
Jesus paid it all
All to him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
It's washed away! All my sin! And all my shame!
And when before the throne
I stand in him complete
Jesus died my soul to save
My lips shall still repeat
Jesus paid it all
All to him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Oh praise the one who paid my debt and raised this life up from the dead
Jesus paid it all
All to him I owe
Sin had left a crimson stain
He washed it white as snow
This is one of my all time favorite songs and I have heard it many many times but for some reason this morning it made me cry for a very different reason...my little boy.
I can not tell you exactly why but little parts here and there made me just think of him and what he has been through in his short life so far and just how much I want him to be okay. But the thing that is hard for me is that when I want him to be okay and healthy and perfect, in Gods eyes he is already perfect. Stuff with Seth has been hard lately not necessarily anything new just stuff in general and it has nothing to do with Seth he has been great it has all been me and my own thoughts. And when I really think about it and what we have been through I can get really angry. I wish sometimes that cCMV was a cause from something like doing drugs or eating cold cuts while pregnant cause if that was the case Seth would have never gotten it but instead it is a virus that anyone can get and God allowed me to get it and I will figure out this tough road with HIM of course but right now it is a really rough one and it is hard and scary and a sad one.
Try this one next:
ReplyDeleteCarry You by Amy Grant
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child
If I can walk on water
And calm a restless sea
I've done a thousand things you've never done
And I'm weary watchin'
While you struggle on your own
Call my name, I'll come
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child
I give vision to the blind
And I can raise the dead
I've seen the darker side of Hell
And I returned
And I see those sleepless nights
And I count every tear you cry
I know some lessons hurt to learn
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry you, my child, my child
Lay down your burden, I will carry you
I will carry carry, my child, my child
I will carry you, my child, my child
I will carry you
We all struggle with stuff....it's okay to be angry for awhile sometimes...but the same God you are angry with wants to heal your hurt & take away your pain - you just have to let him. I love you & am praying.